I wish i was never born .




plus: thank Yuan Zheng for the dessert just now .

Cheerful Liyi in Process ....

Although it may take awhile ..
Thank Xinger and Raymond for the cheering session with me ..
I really enjoy myself .

Emo strike me again .. for this whole week .
OMG ..
after reading Daniel blog . i think i have the same problem as him ..
maybe giving up is a chosen .but do i need to go toward the direction .
Learning is needed but when u see no improvement from yourself .
You just want to give up. Ar. Alot thing is making me stress ..
I like someone in the ocean without any support .... Ahhh !!!!


just feel like scolding bad word ... %*!@^(!@^(!@&(@&!@&(!@*&!(@*&@


or did i make the wrong move of choosing a cca .

Today is not about any of my emo ..
but just to say i feel happy and relax for this evening.
Sorry for not meeting u all . agnes , liping, jing jun and mabel .
but i happy that i meet out with siyu and our mother for dinner at jack place .
I really miss the time where after my tuition and of we went to jack place .
And that was way back to pri school .
Have a nice talk with siyu telling her my thing and knowing her life uni .
Miss going her house .

Maybe the house did not change must but the heart of the owner would change .


cold .

tml IS A long day .
OMG !!!

大家睡好。晚安

i dun want go back to sec 5 where i cry because of stress.
and only think of dying .
i dun want . sorry if u think i Crazy .
but i do have my break down point ..
why suddenly like tat again ..
it is ...
not only ABOUT co ,
not only ABOUT friend ,
not only ABOUT study ,
not only ABOUT my family ,
it is like everything just go out of place suddenly ..
Maybe like Wee Yap say , i should plan my timetable again .
so that everything is giving a place in my life .
but saying is easy then doing .
Empty is the word i use .

Sorry if i appear not to be me in the moment ..

Nothing was right from the very start .
Why .
Everything seen to be not right .
i want be me . liyi the cheerful girl .
but my tear just wun stop .
depression in the process ..,


And i dunno my reason of crying

Nothing must was done today . Just Lazy !
Was looking through friendster and my multiply which is full of photo .
Suddenly was feeling kind of sad .
Feeling lonely . Miss them alot and the happy time we have in Secondary School .
Secondary School is far from me now . Although we keep in full contact but still not as close as we are in the old day . Just that we are busy with our own thing .Having our own life . Arrrr . Why make myself emo .


Friend i Miss You All ..And Our uniform !!!


Many Thing is happening around me and i hate my own brain which think so much for what .
Maybe i should get away from here and give myself a break .

nice hor .. this is taken at vivo today .
so mean after our practice we went vivo .
then go see sco performance .
then chat awhile about thing happening around us !!!!
that is how the day end with me feeling tired !!!

pls :i feeling abit sick le . coughing liao =X

nth must to say today .
feeling normal .

but feeling -.- after i open my lecture note for molecular biology for bioinformatics .
was trying to do the tutorial so sunday can be free .
but the question is from MARS ...

Can anyone tell :
1.Describe the function of laminar flow hood ,also know as the (BSC)?>.<
2. What grade of water is usually used for the purpose of conducting experiments in molecular biology ?
3.What is liquid nitrogen . Describe the application use for it ?
4. Why cannot centrifuge a single tube in a centrifuge .
5.?????HIGH-PERFORMANCE LIQUID CHROMATOGRAPHY !!!
OMG ... CAN ANYONE TELL ME THE ANSWER !!!

thank ! 陈大粒 for answer me the 4th question ..
heng!!! got other course's friend ..
but still studying IT 的我。 All this is from MARS. OMG ...
THIS is going to continue for one sem . photo .
.
funny pic of the day !!!

photo say alot of thing ..
let all this say the thing bah !!!

1。2。3。4。5。。whose leg the shorted !!!..

alliance and victim and bully ..

i play the erhu okie .. i talented de .. mahahaha

twist !!!

come ... tell u something ...

WANTED PERSONs ... 陈大粒，李三粒，韩五粒
However . year 3 seen to be a tough one as i got alot of homework to do and not done ..
and alot to catch up ... die ..
make myself emo for what .
cheer up liyi ...
jia you is the only thing i can do now .
smile ..

smile ... 3th day of sch and i have skip it .. due to laziness ...
and OMG .. what a poor performance we have today ..

feeling so stress when mike say too many people going Sydney ..
heart sank down .
so scared get cut !!!
but everything is okay ..

plus Raymond go do all your thing asap ..

晚安.
go play a while audition before going to bed ...


可爱的家雯!!!

i am here to xiao blog . before i get into my monster sleep ..
in the sch lab ..
this module

Searching and Sequencing
Algorithms and Techniques

make me want to go back to my sleep .

and omg .. 4hr doing the same module .. mahaha .
anyone know wat is ATG or TAA ar ...
so sleepy ... okie la .. i go back to my monster sleep liao .. bb
blog again ...


by the way ...
EuNice tan hsiu ru ..
happy birthday to u !!
may urs wish come true ..
although u say u never make wish every year
today make one la ..
which is let me bully more la ... okie!!!!!

Wonderful day i have with my 姐妹们. so long never have a good time going out with them liao ..
we went sentosa today with a different meaning of just going to the beach .
we bought a package .
"Imbiah Thrill package"
include

• Carlsberg Sky Tower
• Sentosa 4D Magix
• Sentosa Luge & Skyride (2 rides)
  

which cost me $33.50 .. although is abit exp but it is worth the money .

we went to the beach and play for awhile as the sun is smiling at me !!
haha ... see the orange pant guy . he is our sister also ..
abit lame de !!!
after tat i get to get myself up in the sky for the Sentosa Luge & Skyride .. scary but fun !!
we (agnes ,jj and me ) our dear jj scream like mad(look at our face !!) , although myself is scare also as it is really "high " without must safety and my bag is stuck !!!!
and down we go in our "car " aka luge .. fun but i sooo slow .. scare le ..
and we get our second ride , this time round only jj with me however we take photo and ya look at the surrounding then screaming like no one business !!!
high hor ..
then we take the skytower which was kind of bored but ya photo time ...
then go down again so bath ...
we are abit tired lor .. got one more is the 4d movie thing ..
i tok very sian lor ... however it turn out sooooooo much better then i though .. why call 4d
got 3d effect and ........... water !!!! and air as u are in the sea ..

me and ah ben in the 3d spec !!!
and we end the whole day walking around vivo which i think the day before !!!
however it is still different with ur sister !! right !!!

清明时节雨纷纷
路。。。。。。
。。dunno liao
today went 清明 . as usual wake up early and sleep late yesterday ..
but heng father 迷路 again ...
so i sleep quite alot in the car ..
and feeling alert after a bath .. so when vivo with 苏八粒。
to meet other .. then walk around .
take a few stupid photo but Amelia 大姐 have not send me .
eat KFC at ps ( my fare is going higher and higher .)
everyone dun get fool by the new KFC taco OR What de la ..
not that nice de .
my last third day of holiday .
went co but late la .. and today end early like 830 only so when to eat at s11 and talk crap ...
haha .. 蔡六粒 和 苏八粒 。。 haha ...
and here i am .. blogging .. going to sleep soon ..
head abit pain lor ...
but going to 姐妹们tml to go sentosa .. yeah !!!!!
long time never see them liao .
晚安。 大家。

Donut !!!!
today went to queue for donut ... and guess how long we queue !!
3hr le .
but worth it the donut is nice .
but the service is slow lei .
为什麽。
however when we are eating .
we come out aim for the next ten year liao ..
need detail go to xinger blog ...
got alot of info i hope .
一大粒家族 。。。名字
陈大粒
莫二粒
李三粒
李四粒
韩五粒
蔡六粒
郑七粒
苏八粒
林九粒
陈十粒
。。我们的梦就是有我们十个人的公寓（组屋）。叫一大粒公寓。
自己的shopping mall.temple for a few of de 粒 to 养老！！玩麻将。吃nuggle .
和hospital . so tat 蔡六粒 de 梦想 of 80 children can be born before he gone bankrupt
haha ... and now i an here to look for maid ..
so interested de ppl plz call 9990303 to interview .. haha ..
photo of 林九粒,陈大粒, 李四粒,苏八粒,韩五粒,

my iq actually go up le !!!

sorry jambel for not going yesterday . =(

whole day stay at home yesterday just to cover up all the other day i went out ...;phaha

today also go out whole day ( talking most of time).

and get to know someone want 80 children in "his lifetime" wahaha .... make orchestra .. !!!!

night everyone . today super sleepy.

pls : harry potter(last book about 50+) .. must saving the money now .. hehe ... anyone want buy for me ...
加油吧！！！ 朋友们！！！！

今天发生的以是记忆。
明天的记忆要如何。
就问自己吧！！！

晚安了。

for the memory of today ,
i did enjoy myself . going kbox is all time favor , going ikea is also fun .
take alot photo ..自恋！！！
等辛儿小姐send 我。

NEVER BELIEVE IN THIS GUY .. !!!
ASS !!!
SLAP U UPSIDE DOWN !!!

fate = 缘分
真希望缘分是和我一起的。
但是，缘分离我是很远的。
心里想见的人，
一次都没见过。
失望。。
失落。。
但是，我的人生一样精彩！！！

俐仪生气了，
我爱说当不会不懂什麽是秘密。

sad !!!!
however i would not cry !!!

panda !!!me and u de big photo okie ...

今天话很多。。。.
所以心里想说的话也多了。
可是，不懂如何说好。
走得走。
爱的爱。
是你的就是你的。。。
爱的深，痛得也深。
那不如不爱会好一些。。。
爱是容易写，当不是所有人懂他！！
送给再爱河里的人吧。！