月亮笑了。

2011-11-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

风筝在天空好美。。忘了那一遍蓝蓝的天空，也忘了那纯洁的云儿。。。和牵着风筝的线。

看着手里的风筝 “为何不会飞呢？”

是因为不敢放手，不敢让别人看到它有多美丽。还是我不会如何让它飞起来。

可能。。。。有一天，我的风筝一定会飞起来的。

你的风筝飞起来了吗？

2011-09-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

When your heart is screaming at your brain ... It is never nice or i say it rather terrible .... but the brain say you need to go through all this or you will be shattered into more pieces ..

Heart please be good okay ... Everything will be fine soon ...

2011-09-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

I am not hungry or anything ..
Walking along Orchard Wisma , suddenly a smile just appear on my face ..

Memory is important people ..
I remember there was time where a group of people will crowd at the corner of Wisma Famous cookie and start digging out coin .. ten cent , fifty cent ... and someone will throw in 2 dollar note and after a while a bag of Famous Amos will appear ... And people will start eating cookie and tease people who only pay ten cents and still dare to eat more then two piece.

That was the time where i really enjoy myself .. I feel i getting more negative thinking now .. Not sure why .. i just tired of alot of thing .. and it cause me to lost interest in alot of thing ... Alot of thing that once bring me joy and fun ..

like spending few hr in the bookshop to browse through book .. or reading manga ! i miss it , or sit down to finish one season of anime ..

Did i miss out alot of thing this two year ... i am not sure of myself ... Now i alway sit infront of the Mac , staring at it .. not sure what to do ..

When was the last time i went sentosa to tan under the sun ... When was the last time i actually laugh with feeling ... I know i am still noisy but there was time i dun feel like entertain anyone ... I alway hate "change" but why i have a feeling i change ...

Maybe something change but i really dislike it ... =(

2011-08-22T21:12:00.002+08:00

My new love ... its call pon now !

Everyday be good girl go home ... rest then wake up .. go work again .. Eeeeeee

Nth must to update ..

At least no disappointment .. =)

2011-08-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

I am back to NCS helpdesk but supporting SMU now .. ;)

life have been flat ..

It have been one year plus since we have L4D night ..

And i totally enjoy myself .. "chiong" .... i am still as rusty as ever .. but having good laugh with them is what i need ..

i am good ..

SomEtime .. it just come without me know ... until i feel the pain ..but i have tooo ... i rather take it now then making a bigger fool of myself.

2011-08-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

把手张开了，就不痛了吗。。
我想痛一定还在。。只是被风抱着。。是一种安慰吧。

累了。。。

2011-07-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

我的黑色迷你裙

Short and sweet summary .
About 4 girl how they struggling their life after their uni life ..

I actually sit still in front of the pc and finish the whole movie .. This movie bring out alot of what people is suffering from ..

etc .. No sure what to do after study.
.. friend jealous of friend life .

But of course this movie come to a nice ending .. cold war ending between friend ... People find their path ... so nice ..

As for me .. i glad i get a job ... although i still not sure whether i love the job .. but at least i happy with the people i working with ..
At least i waking up early like everyone .. trying to rush home by getting into the train .. bla bla bla ...

People who is not sure what they want is as trouble by people who know what they want ..
At least when people who know what they want cannot get it ... they know it time to let go ... but it since that people who does not know what they wan .. cannot let go of anything since they are not sure ...

My life is good ... just maybe too much negative thinking ....

But i know life still goes on ...

2011-06-19T20:34:00.004+08:00

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(So You Think You Can Sing... come and accept the Challenge!)

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2011-06-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

MY NEW LOVE !!!

Lee Yi Xin (李亿欣) ..

She is sooo lovely and cute to the max .. 3 CHEER TO PROUD MUMMY -NG JING JUN ...

2011-06-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

insider alway love to say " you r not inside the game , u will never know how the game is play and how 无奈 the game is ... " to the outsider to shut their mouth up !...

true ... but have you think before the very outsider is also a insider in their game and the game rules or gender of the game is the same as you or maybe even worst...but it is the insider of the game who have the different thinking and thought which make the game much a fun and easy game or simple " THEY KNOW WHEN TO SAY GAME OVER " let start a new game ........

Everyone wan happiness , but i think not hopping will decrease the chance of being disappointed.
if the thing you wan , he cannot give you then please left him or just take it inside you .. really and continue to suffer bah ...

why suffer, walking in circle , taking it up and putting it down in 3 min loop ... saying bb but still contact the very next day .... just because of his kindness toward you , just because he is good toward you , just because you can see urself in his eye .....

I BELIEVE MORE IN "he could be good ,kind , his eye full of you at the moment " TOWARD EVERY WOMAN HE COME CROSS .... even ah ma , little meiemi !!!! and the good thing you done for him , he come remember it at the very moment but overwrite by other good thing done by other girl at the very next moment ...

2011-05-25T22:03:00.001+08:00

小姐我的生日要到了。一点都不开心。。。。因为又老了，我的天啊！！
不开心得很！！！
可是，这也是一个聚会的好理由。哈哈
还没约我的人，请和我联络。。好吗？？？

谢谢大家的合作。。。

2011-05-17T01:03:00.002+08:00

When the heart is being hurt , the pain cannot be seen or touch .. but nothing can be worst than it ..
Never hurt someone you love or love you .. because nothing can repair it .. nothing . It will always remind in the heart of the person where the scar is .

2011-05-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

;)

"美丽的外表下，不一定是幸福的"
"丑陋的外表下, 幸福是感受到的!!!"

haha 。。。 just some random tok of mine ..

sometime when you see ppl is having a happening life , but it does not mean they are enjoying it ... but .. if are having a boring life .. simple life ... maybe it is a blessing ... at least you feel the part that effect is put in for you ... ;)

hearing my friend being out of her suffering and finally setting down with a person who at the right time walk into her life ... feel happy for her .. really ... !!! ;) have my blessing YJ ;)

2011-05-04T00:50:00.004+08:00

I wish everyone is doing well .. Cause i miss alot of people who used to be in my life . But somehow i am tired or lazy or maybe ... not sure , to go contact each other .. I not sure anymore ...

Been busy with study -assignment , work , what else ... maybe dota .. haha ... YEAH , it fun to play somehow .... ;) If this is a way to 陪我, 谢谢... 哈哈...

Alot of thing no longer matter to me , although i still nag about stuff but sometime you just have to wonder , what the use of nagging at all this thing when u just get urself upset and angry while other party just happily ignore all this thing . Why not just treat it , "its how they see thing "," this is how they do thing .... "you also have ur attitude .. so i think they are trying to 习惯bah...

poor me , my stomach is giving me alot of problem , due to my tootie .. As my tootie have been brace ... i cannot use much force on biting food .. So i can only eat porridge , which i really dislike .. so i try to eat rich ... chicken rice , duck rice ... but somehow i am not eating them i am swollen-ing them ... therefore it really cause upsets in my stomach .. So now .. even a small bowl of porridge i will feel my stomach is trying to get rid of it , by month by butt la ... haha .. but the feeling sux .. but it mean i dun eat soo much but i get hungry super super easily ! roar !!!

BUT i need to say out loud!!! .. i spend a good 50 plus on a japan buffet before i go tighten my bracess ... and the food taste heavenly .. whahahahah !!!!

Anyway mother day is coming .....

Do we look alike .. ;)

2011-04-28T00:53:00.003+08:00

Everyone life seen to be having fun ... but i dun see any fun in my life .. my energy level is become low low low everyday .... i seen to be sleeping early everyday because i am tired ... real tried ... haha .. While writing all this , my eye is closing by itself .....hmmmm ... What happen to me sia ... Been working on a new "part time job " .. not bad , cause ....

Talking about school , this time round .. they cut down alot of chapter and they even provide example code for us ... wonderful .. get to start on it sooooooooon .. or i am going be the ant on a hot pot again this sunday .. hehe ..

Hmmm , my birthday is coming as well .. in a month time ... boooo i am getting older and older dislike to the MAX !!!why ... hmmm .. maybe cause .... or ... haix .. hahaha .. Times fly like G6 .. haha .. but i still drawing cycle on the floor....

Human is funny ..
Hearing people story and loudly saying why waste time on certain ppl who is not going to give them any future or happiness or even making them feel sad or hurt ..

But sometime i wonder myself , what am i doing then ... not sure ! But i am sure when i look back .. it will bring smile to my face ... ;D .

happy birthday my friend ! ;)
sometime i wonder ... it would be very different if u r still around bah !

2011-04-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

=）见个面，说说话，笑笑对方。。。好简单的一些事情。
虽然不懂为何，这些简单的事情让我的心暖暖的。
可能。。因为彼此的时间真的有限吧。。。

2011-04-15T17:57:00.002+08:00

NOW MY teeth look like monster teeth .... with alot alot alot of metal and FUCKING POKE into my gums like no one business . and i am REALLY in a very bad bad mood toward my mouth .. i dun even wan to talk at all cause it will just poke into it everytime i talk .. AND ALL i eat today is mashed potato and chawanmuchi .. i just wan to scold _((&(&)(**$%#*_*#) ...

2011-04-07T01:52:00.002+08:00

“不想过每天，但天天过”
是莫人说的，很真，很贴心。
每天过的快乐最重要。
但很可笑的是，每天过着等待的日子。

有时，真的很对不起自己。。
明明很想放开，很想面对。
可是，少了勇气，少了毅力。
对自己也不诚实，每天忙着找借口，就是不想承认一些实时。
也把真真的自己，包在一成诚的面具下，
可能有天，当我透不过气时。。才会真真的大哭一场吧。

2011-04-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

why why why ...

hmmmm ... i also dunno why .... ;0

Sometime i wonder... WHY !! haha ....

2011-04-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

Wonder why i bother to blog .. haha .. when most ppl blog is in RIP status ..

tml is monday again and friday is soooo far away from again .. haix .. SAT was spend watch Eugene Ionesco's Jack or The Submission. i ENJOY it ... although it is super random but nice...

And meeting up with didi ...

OMG .. i wan to eat alot alot of thing but i am down will sore throat and flu again .. must be tooo heaty ...

i will eat proper meal and drink alot alot of water okay ....

i am so bored now ...once AGAINST ..... NOT sure why but hmmmmm ......

i should go to bed then ... tml working ... =) ... SEE YA !!!

2011-03-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

叮当

因为是两个世界的人，我们真的很爱过吗？
猜不透你的想法。只怪我爱上的是一个冷血动物。
给了你一半。可是你的一半给了未来的情人。
我很想原谅，可不可以也给了自己一个承诺：‘这是我最后一次寂寞！’ =）

2011-03-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

信任是我可以给的，也是我不能管的吧.

可以听着你的每天。。。=)

2011-03-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

我好想好多人。。。。
PLEASE MEET UP WITH ME ... OKAY !!!!

NYPCO going to 台湾。。。一路随风。。alot of people promise me 太阳饼hor。
haha

now i just wan to earn alot alot alot of money .. whahahahahha!!!!

smile

2011-03-27T03:55:00.002+08:00

haha ...zzz it 3 plus again ! I am still awake ... Tried ... =) but u just put a smile on my face ...

2011-03-26T18:57:00.002+08:00

this is how i look like now ... PAIN IS THE ONLY WORD THAT CAN DESCRIBE MY TEETH NOW .. IS SUPER DE PAIN LOR !!! god ar .. but because of ai mei i need to bear with it !!!! roar !!!.

AT MID OF APRIL I AM SOOO GOING TO PUT ON MY TOP BRACES .. WEEEEEE .. AND IT WILL BE ANOTHER ROUND OF PAIN ... GOD !! -.-

2011-03-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

Please Ignore the yellowish of my teeth .. I brush everyday but i have to wait until my bracesss thing is finish before i go for the whitening !!!!

See my teeth .. Two hole missing !!! .Omg Tml is friday Mean is the time i put on BRACES .. excited .. Also dunno why ... Mei Mei Mei .. Wo yao mei !!!

Hmmm ..wonder why i just love to look at 'human' eye .. hmmm ... plain funny when both of us just laugh without knowing why ?? Maybe we are just having competition on who can stare the longest ... -.-

Jia you !

2011-03-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

i am hungry again .. like alway ... -.- (WHY WHY WHY ??)
And it alway make me moody .. cause my stomach is empty but i cannot eat cause i will grow super fat ... i dun wan ... i wan to slim slim slim ... haha ...

Went to Red cross today with mummy to donate some money to Japan .. I think that the least i can help them bah .. But through out the journey , mummy just piss me off .. OMG .. Haix .. Given the same old excuse again and again .. I really dislike her acting this way .. say her also cannot dun say i angry inside .. Sure will explode de .. ROAR ...

But silly smile is on my face again .. Why .. Shhhh ..
Boring ar ~~~

Anyway happy birthday "Darling" !!!!! See you on sunday !

2011-03-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

=) Actually nth must to blog ... Hahaha ..

My BLoody Tootie ... Long mah ? i think very very the small le ... hMM ... But i will surely miss u .. HAHA ...
Not sure all this worth it or not but .... i want to be more 美。。inner or outer ...

Fine .. i will change my super hot temper okay ... !!haha .. Suddenly feel like laughing .. regard to certain thing .. O man ... i never know small memories can bring smile to my face ... Arrr .... =)

2011-03-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

OMG .. i am awake at this hr .. Haix ... I so used to being awake at this hr .. Why ..Cause usually there will be someone who pei me play dota or simple because someone is still online .... I not sure why ... sometime some thing that is repeated everyday will become part of ur live .. Ya ... Never rely on anyone .. Hmmm ... I should keep this in mind ...

But i hope ppl rely me ... then i will alway become part of their live .. wahahaha ...

Back to my 爱美的代价.
i have gone for extration for one of my cute tootie on thursday .. And today i am going to extrat another cutie .. I very 舍不得..haha.. Anyway ..Friday i will be putting on braces for my lower row of tootie 。。。。 looking forward to it .. And a dinner with my 四人行。。 haha..

Actually i have alot of thing i wan to blog it out but ... i think i should just keep it with myself .. Although no ans is giving .. but i like the changes . =) Thx ...

Alot of thing or even feeling is sooo new to me that i does not know how to handle it ..But ... =) ...

2011-03-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

Have Fun Working =)

See u soon !

2011-03-18T02:58:00.001+08:00

打破了沉默。。真的会看到你的心吗？

2011-03-14T21:50:00.005+08:00

爱上一个人的感觉是什么？
可能是一点点的累积。。
可能是一种习惯。。
我很认同爱情没有长久或短暂..
只要珍惜过，在乎过，付出过，努力过，最后没有结果，也不会有遗憾吧。

让爱保留一份空间，让彼此保持一段距离，你会发现那份空间与距离会把两个人拉得更近..
学习着。。。。。

2011-03-05T13:16:00.002+08:00

其实…你已经知道了…却假装不知道…

2011-02-22T13:38:00.005+08:00

好久不见,过了一个很好的情人节。

因为那天是JJ 和 Phillips 的大好日子。

祝你们：

所以那天是和好姐妹一起度过的。也真真的参加了华人婚礼。真的不简单的哦。也很荣幸当婚礼喜酒的司仪，第一次当婚礼司仪就出臭！哈哈。＂Yum Seng＂累是一定可是也感染了幸福的气氛！

近日的心情是平静的。没有很大得起伏。说真的，我喜欢现状，没有任何的期望所以没有失望。只希望一切不要变吧。

哈哈。Sherryl Soh , Taurus Yap and WWC ...

你们也要幸福哦！

2011-02-07T15:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mabel Lee ... All the best in everything okay .. And hope the dream you wish for will come true one day .. ;) You are wonderful ...Have confident in yourselves ... Although sometime talking to you really make me vomit blood but you are still someone i would like to keep with me on the ship .. hehe !!!

My CNY is full of meetup but i still yet to meet some of them ... :( Meet up soon okay ...

After testing my luck during the CNY period .. i think this year not a very good year for me to gamble .. ;p And i should learn to keep my mouth shut .. Cause my tongue is giving me problem again ... But it will soon be over ... "8 more year only mah ..." Haha

And no more red wallet for me .. I want to save money and win money .. haha !!!

2011-02-02T01:33:00.004+08:00

Finally done with my Room ..
done with mopping the floor ..
done changing the bed cover ..
Facial done .. (no different le )
hAir done ... (done around 3 week ago ) ho ho ho ..

Waiting for my dinner tonight ... I know it abit early but i just looking forward to it ..
Looking forward to mj ..(Anyone ???)
Looking forward to ..... not sure .. Maybe 2012 de CNY .. haha .. i just being random ..

Anyway Happy Chinese New Year everyone .. I free almost every night .. Do date me for MJ .. i will be very happy .. ;)

2011-01-30T04:02:00.004+08:00

CNY is coming .. But my room is still in a messy state ... i just toooo lazy to start cleaning .. Maybe tml bah .. maybe tml de tml ... opps ... haha

But finally i wan to clean my face tonight .. facial .. Actually i am very scare of it but it is another 爱美的代价。。。

说真的。我为何会开始爱美。。我也不太清楚，可能。。。。

可爱吗？

心里闷闷的，说穿了可能是放不下吗？明明很明白的事情，为何最是说服不了自己。
加油的等待那一个偶然吧。。。

2011-01-25T14:27:00.004+08:00

Assignment 2 ... Hmm , never know Max3D can be fun . Haha . i totally want to burn the software.

I think the start of 2011 is still counted as normal life to me . Maybe cause at least i start following my scheduled i plan for myself . Planning which day to work and schooling and doing assignment ... Doing assignment still is a struggle for me cause i can never stop wondering into facebook to KPO .. opps !

Saying about facebook ... Some people life is so "happening" .. wat the problem with people .. People is struggling to keep alive but you are keep busy with "wants" that cause problem ....

Luckly .. i am happy with my life now .. Bless with mummy nagging -.- .. pissed of by daddy stealing my internet connection that cause my download to slow down . And plenty of book that i bought . I seen to be behind every series of book and drama as well .. And trying to slot in meet up with people ..

放弃了一瞬間，等待一个偶然！

I NEED TO GO BACK TO MY ASSIGNMENT ONCE AGAIN !!!! -.-

2011-01-21T03:06:00.002+08:00

YP is back .. meet him tat day but he forget my gift and someone forget my food !!!
So it mean i have a excuse to meet them again .. Smile ... Planning in process but so pack with thing .. I hope my food still reach me !!!

My teeth hurt and but i still eating non-stop .. will continue my dieting after Chinese new year okay !!!.

如果你问我开心吗？我会说不知道。。之希望习惯的事情不要改变。可是，有时认为习惯好恐怖。。好像如果突然有了变化，我的世界就会不一样了。。。

2011-01-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

身心累。。开课了。。每天3.30到6.30。。。然后回到家是晚上8.00... 吃了打包回来的晚餐，看着电脑... 1.00..冲凉..睡觉..

我的一天就是如此。没有惊喜，也没有值得期待的。

好想出国。。可是，不可以也不放心。。。

“也許♥來過，但我只悔當初沒有牽過你的手…”

好无奈的，好心痛，好可惜的... (nth to do with me .)

Just happen to read something and it is how the story end....

2011-01-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Tootie OS "你离我好远。。。"

Today mark the 48 day of wearing twin block .. See how apart my darling tootie is ... but at least i can smile normally which i cannot do it before ... I am proud of my tootie and good job done twin block despite i still have terrible headache , earache ( i also not sure why) ... bear with it okay .. body ...

Tootie OS "你离我好远。。。"

2011-01-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

于恒-还是一个人。。。。
在一次又爱上她的歌。。。

小唱了一下下。。。哈哈

好像有些什么。。话到嘴边又吞了。。。我们聊聊别的。。。就要走了 hmm…
希望你是真的快乐。。。祝你快乐

2010-12-30T01:12:00.002+08:00

老实说，我好累。。是心灵真的好累。：（

2010-12-27T13:56:00.006+08:00

走路 -Amk to CQ

认识我的朋友都懂我爱走路。。我想身体50%的油是因为走路走不见的。

走路是可以让心情平静的。
走路是很好把心里的不愉快给忘记的。

走路时把身边不起眼的风景啪下来，有时会有不同的效果。。

走了两个半小时，才走进了人群。好久没来了。“是含有圣诞气息的Orchard.”好多的圣诞树和圣诞布置。看了心也开心。自己的圣诞节过的很平静，没有任何的期待和期望。。可能。。。。因为心情还是处于一种莫名的。。。

走了三个多小时终于来到了CQ. 到了这里的那一刻是开心的。。因为这是自己给自己的目标。。很久没来了。三个月了吧...看着海浪吹着海风。。真的就像别人说的“很好EMO！”其实周围也坐着一些人，和我一样看着海浪和吹着海风...想着你我都不懂的事情....那我也好好想想2010年发生的事和2011年的目标和希望。。。

2010 年过的好快，可能是一件好事。。

年头的我好迷小猪。。真的好迷，每天一定会关注他的新闻，听他的歌。。每天都环绕着他。。。我也拼命的做parttime...也认识了一些朋友。。:)为了是三月份要去AUS -perth 。Brenda 的毕业典礼。。。

三月份是一个又爱又恨的一个月份。。。。因为10am 考试。。。。3.30pm 的飞机！！Perth 我来了。开心得去玩了。。也不管考试的成绩。。。哈哈，在perth的那一个礼拜，我过的很开心！！！真的。那时的我也开始了秘密减肥。。没有为了什么。。可能22 了才懂得要爱美吧。

4月，5月，6月...过得很模糊。。。可能不想去多想。。自己浪费的时间和精力吧。。可是，记得我认识了一些值得交的朋友，我也学会了一些东西，Act blur ar ,说真假话也不变脸。其实，这些skill我早就会了，可是：“practice make perfect ! " 可能有人会说我很不真=“很假”，如果你是我真真值的交，值的珍惜的朋友。。。。希望你会为我反驳。。谢谢！！！

7月，8月，9月妈妈的事情让我跟珍惜爸爸和妈妈，学会了独立，学会了要跟坚强。学会了有些事情的发生是没有前兆的。之可以用无奈来形容。
hmmmm... 心痛的感觉我也隐隐约约的懂了。我也跟认识我自己了。。可是，我还是不懂自己要的是什么。。逼近是自己想要知道的，懂了痛了又可以怨谁呢？可是，现在的我心情早就平静下来了。想通了一些事情...可能，一切以不重要了。。。

10月11月12月真的是压力大过天吗。。。妈妈的事情，FYPJ，华乐的表演。。。都在一个礼拜。。也因为braces。。。头痛的利害。。。haix ，爱美的代价。。。不可以后悔。。！！！起码，我的体重又在一次下降，脸型也不同了。。虽然，我的牙齿真的很丑，可是是暂时的。我要变的美丽！！哈哈，说了都想笑！

2010 年我要和你说再见了！希望可以把后悔的事情，想太多的事情，逃避的事情都说再见吧！发生的不用说太多了，心里的结也不用解了，因为没有意义了。

2011 年的目标和希望，
不太多。。因为明白了每天都有可能发生一些想不到的事情。。。
1。希望爸爸妈妈一直在我身边，我就自足了。
2。毕业！！对啦，我是在逃避我的未来..我不想多想。。。可是，不能在这样下去了.
3。我也要让自己变得跟坚强！！！

身边的朋友也要开心。。很久不见的朋友，及时有空，"let have some coffee or koi !!" ;)

瘦瘦瘦！！！fighting！！！

Lastly Happy New Year Everyone ...

2010-12-24T02:57:00.001+08:00

;)

2010-12-24T02:46:00.001+08:00

我想爱写作的人，大多都是悲观的人吧。。。
不然为何他们可以把人内心的寂寞，不开心，伤感，无奈..etc 写的如此的好。。。

有时认为一个人不开心，不满足多半是对自己或别人太刻薄了。etc 生病的人希望可以快点好起来，因为不想依赖别人。。。或是有钱的人，希望身边有一个真真爱自己的亲人或恋人。可是，如果人可以知足的话,可能想法就不同了。生病的人啊！大家都懂生病是一件很痛苦的事。。可是，多少人羡慕你有人照顾你。有钱的人啊！你身边真的没有一个真心爱你的人吗？还是你没看到.. 多少人为了三餐而烦... 我想人就是如此吧。从来都不满足。。等到失去了，才从回忆里发现其实自己拥有很多很多。。

所以人啊....要学会珍惜拥有的一切,不要把别人对你的好当作理所当然...因为不管这一刻有多爱你的人，有一天也会离开你或放弃你的。

我很珍惜我拥有的一切，因为妈妈的事，我明白以前我认为是很平凡的事..etc 妈妈煮的晚餐 .. 都可能变得不平凡。。

2010-12-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

我想

-当一个人很无阻的时候，祈祷真的会让心里的那种恐慌平静一些吧。
今天和妈妈出门的目的是去和神明説“谢谢”。

2010 年也要结束了
我也有好多想说的谢谢。。。。
谢谢我还活着。。
谢谢爸爸妈妈都在我身边。。
谢谢你都平安
谢谢你给我的喜怒哀乐。
谢谢压力。
谢谢我选的每一步。。
谢谢我后悔和心痛的事。
谢谢你给我的安慰。
谢谢缘分让我认识你。
很多，很多的谢谢给很多，很多的你。

最后我要谢谢我的眼泪。。。。。。。

2010-12-18T03:38:00.000+08:00

;0 hmmm ....

2010-12-17T00:44:00.006+08:00

Dentist appointment again after 2 week --- another round of pain again ..
Anyway happy one month .. twin block .. you give me pain like no one business .. 8 more month to >.< !!! how to survive .. Now finally i really know where my headache been coming from , from my cute tooth/jaw !!! i hope my face really look more 尖 now ... ;)

The little conversation my toothie have ...

They are sooooooooooo far apart now ...

My heart again is twisted with feeling i cannot even speak out ..
Feeling Disappointed .. Feeling Heartbroken .. Feeling Tired ... why ...

2010-12-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

"眼泪只准在眼眶打转就像海浪抱著海岸拥抱不等于拥有天堂”

是因为心里不甘心被打败吗？还是以没有理由流泪了。
可是，为何。。。我的眼泪都很不听话呢？

从没想过我的2010会发生那么多的变化。有的，我很开心的迎接它们走进我的人生。。可是，不是每件事，有的。。。让我很想逃亡。。是的。。理由就是我不能接受！可是。。我也在慢慢的学会接受，学会变的坚强。。可是，我真的没有那么的勇敢。。。

坚持的事情，期待的事情，想做的事情。。。有些时候，也因为距离也慢慢的放弃了。。。

听过一个故事。

很久很久以前,谎言和真实在河边洗澡,谎言先起来,穿了真实的衣服离开了,真实发现衣服不见后,不肯穿上谎言的衣服,就赤裸裸的走回去了.从此以后,人们的眼中只有穿着真实衣服的谎言,不能接受赤裸裸的真实……

2010-12-12T00:13:00.003+08:00

WHY ??

因为太多不懂的事情。
因为太多想懂的事情。

可能心里是有答案的，可是还是想问：WHY？？
因为心里的答案不是你想要的。

我的心里有很多的问题想问。。可是，有些是不可能有答案的。
发生的事，会让我成长。。。可是，这时的我认为老天是不公平的。

我不爱做选择。。尤其当你不懂将来会发生的事。无奈的事情。。。。好多！
所以我爱问：WHY?

现在是。。 1.08am 。。明天7 点多要集合。。。。可是，why i am still not in bed !!

2010-12-11T00:39:00.004+08:00

减肥！
说了没做...因为不容易。

可是，当你发现你身体因为你的体重而开始痛时。。你就会怕了。
或是像我一样爱美吧。。你一定要有恒心。
但我还没到我要的体重！！！
所以魔鬼的生活已开始。。。

魔鬼日记！
起床喝一大杯水。
然后吃午餐。（本人起来时以中午）
喜欢吃饭也好，面也好。。。吃吧！
睡午觉。。
然后吃晚餐！
不吃饭或面。。。；）
然后吃水果！
晚上是本人爱做运动的时候。。
一个礼拜。。运动有5天吧。
运动-爬楼梯（上12楼-下12楼） 4 次（大概20 分钟）
慢走30分钟。。

一天魔鬼的生活！不要认为就如此！

因为
我时时刻刻都在喝白开水！其他的水-尤其汽水是不可以动的。
出门回家也是走楼梯的。
我也会早下一个地铁站，然后走路回家！
我也会看我一天吃的卡路里！很重要！！！！
不懂可以上网SEARCH!!!
女生一天要1千到1.2千的卡路里。所以不要超过！不然就会肥的
如果没超过，又有运动！那一定会瘦！！！
我也在过了8点后不吃东西。：）

加油吧！！

当你可以把XXL的衣服换成M的时候。。。那种心情！你是不明白的！

This is 25 kg de different ... ;)

Back to my mouth ..
today is day 25 ..

Worst !!

Teeth become so ugly and i feel pain ! OMG .
I wonder how long more ...

爱美的代价！！！

可是。。。。。算了

2010-12-10T02:36:00.006+08:00

我也买了！

为什么？

因为....

我爱上的是丁噹很有感情的声音。
我爱上的是丁噹没有边界的高音。
我爱上的是丁噹歌里的很多歌词。

我爱上她翻唱的“我不只是朋友” 。

“想做你不变的恋人”
“想做你一世的牵挂”
“想做的不只是朋友”

-- 很有感情！！！听了无数遍。

其实，我想每个人都想做某某人的不变的恋人，被他牵挂着。我也想啊！哈哈。。
可是，有时。。可能会不时牵挂你的人是 -你的亲人，是 -你的好朋友。

我也爱上丁噹的一首歌- 亲人

“而愛並沒有教給我生存
只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛讓我們變成陌生人
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂”

很美的一段话。。。。。。。。。。。

你可以做我的亲人吗？不用爱我，只要把手借我。认我觉得安定就好了。

而我发现每个人对“爱” 有不同的定义。。有的爱来的快，走的也快。。。。有的不敢爱。。有的认为因为习惯也可以变成一种爱。有的，一个走了又来了一个。。但我对爱的定义是，不碰它，就不会受伤吧，因为受伤一定会留疤。

2010-12-06T11:17:00.002+08:00

Worst ... I was all right yesterday during work but in the MRT .... the food just does not want to stay in my stomach . -.- And this kind of feeling actually last until now . And i cannot really force anything into my mouth .. it just make me more worst with a headache that cause dizzy ... Does anyone of this kind of problem while having braces on .. OMG ! I so stress now cause i cannot get sick at all . Alot thing is waiting for me this week ! Haiz ....

2010-12-04T22:23:00.014+08:00

Liu Qin
Give me alot of fun that i may not have if i never know this instrument !!

I have been playing (i think i hear this instrument from Siyu bah ) for 5 year . since mid of 2005 .. Wao !! after all i am not someone who lost interest very fast de person .. Hmmmm ...

Looking Through my photo and alot of memory come back .. From practice to concert !!!

But warning .. Please dun throw out ur food okay ..
2006

Thank for coming to the Concert .. I think every concert i will at least force some of them to go .. !!!

Please ignore my tongue .. but at least i find myself a good son .. whahah !!!

Hahaha .. OMG .. my hair .. but look at this new baby -liu qin .. Just reach NYPCO and i am using it !!of course must take a photo ..

I think we are at some old folk hse .. performing old song ..

2007

Wu lao shi ... haha ... he is a super good lao shi .. of course he vomit quite alot of blood in NYPCO .. Because of me !! whahaha

haha .. A photo i still will laugh .. Exchange Clothes at esplanade ..

haha .. i think we are going to perform in a few min time ... Esplanade ...;)

Sydney !!!

Okay , i look very sian cause i am scare . this photo is taking before the competition !!!
By the way melissa is my half room mate during that time

Back to singapore with a GOLD !!!!!!!

2008

Playing da ruan but i still love liu qin .. haha

HK !!!DisneyLand !
Not everyone have the chance to perform here bah .. In Front of the castle.!!

2009

Taking at the esplanade stage during rehearsal...!!!

But i think not only i learn a instrument and have alot of fun but also know this bunch of friend !!!

2010 picture of me will be up soon .. why cause 12 dec .. NYPCO is going to have another performance at esplanade @ 3pm with guest Singer Olivia Ong .. Do come and support us if you are free ..

2010-12-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

心情又变的很不好，可能因为妈妈的东西又一次逼近。。。
心情变的很烦，很闷！！！

近日身体又不好，生病了，牙齿又痛，头也跟着痛。。。现在连背也痛。。。
好多东西要完成！可是，因为心情不好，所以都只在那里发呆！什么也没完成。。。

之有走路时，大声唱歌才会让我开心一点，可是。。因为牙套，我的歌声难听到。。。。。。。。心情变得跟參！！！！

天天都在下雨！可是。。。。我不可以冬眠。。。-.-

是时候，找工了。；）

wish me luck !!!!!!!

2010-12-02T22:24:00.003+08:00

Photo taking on day 18

Not to be scary by my cute little teeth ..... But i really need to say this twins block -thing is really doing its job to make my teeth more ugly ... why i say SO ...because my upper tooth gap is become bigger and bigger ...

OMG .. i am worry by the end of 9 month ... how far apart the two cute teeth is going to be ... saying i miss u to one another ..... But i am happy they are getting far apart because it mean my upper jaw is slowing expanding and i can feel the pain now and then ... i think this one of the reason why i am having headache and fever ...

Anyway my saliva is in control when i am awake .... whahahaha !!! And i trying my best to eat my breakfast .lunch and dinner with it because the dentist say it can cut short the time by a few month !!! why not !!...

But i am spending most of the time tearing the food apart using my hand /spoon but in the end i just give up and finishing up all the soup and leaving the noodle behind ... i cannot eat meat ...And my speech is just as suck as day 1 .. And i am really angry/irritated during work when i need to reply thing to people and not customer cause i know 100% they are not going to buy the photo!!!!

Anyway i am really looking forward to the day where i am going to stop wearing this twins block and put on bracesssss .... Now i should bear with this little pinkie thing (they are in pink color)and try to screw open a bit every few day ..... and feel the pain every now and then !!! Haix

During work .... All i hear is :" All i want for Christmas is "YOU"!!!!"

2010-12-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

我是一只病猫。。。生病一点都不好玩。
想做的只有睡觉。什么都不想做。
我什么东西都不可以吃。因为牙医要我带牙套吃东西，所以我以水为生了。
一点都不好受。。。我又累了。。去睡了。晚安！

2010-11-30T01:49:00.006+08:00

Crab .. Finally i get to eat them after 1 year or more .. i also forget liao . but i am going to say i should not have touch them cause i am down with throat pain and flu and soooooon fever is going to knock on my door again ... i think i should go see the doctor soon ...

Watch this with Siyu today ... OMG .. Emma Watson is really pretty !!!

to

But i think overall the movie is not that nice as the book ... like always ... they miss out alot of detail at black house ... How they plan to go into Ministry of Magic.. And how harry get into Ron House .. there should be more and when he actually when to see his hometown aka parent grave ... But i am sure to catch part 2 ... ;)

2010-11-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

我的小黑。。

小黑是我家楼下的小黑猫。我每天有空一定会去看看它。我不开心也会去看它，我开心也会。

它看过我哭，它听过我难听的歌声。

可是，每当我走进它时，它一定会挥动美丽的黑尾巴。。走向我。

很喜欢它。。。。

可是，它有一个很可爱的性格，一旦我坐下来时，它一定会坐在我的真前方，屁股向着我！！我叫它，它也不理我。。可是，但我起身走到另一边坐下，它也会一样走到我的真前方，屁股向着我！！可爱吧。。。。哈哈

当我说我要回家了，它也会陪我走一程。

可是有时我也会找不到它。。

其实。。我想找的那个他，如果可以想小黑一样就好了。可是。。。我找不到。。。不说了。。我要去睡了。。

晚安。。。小黑。。

安琪

2010-11-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

After a week of the twin block plus face mask ... i actually see some different ... So i think it is worth it ..

However i am still speaking like a retard and repeat myself again and again .. And i never know i got so many saliva .. It just would not stop filling up my mouth .. -.- !!!!

Some game is just fun and easy or maybe because of certain factors ... u just want to try to play the game .... but when u press on the start button ... it is time when you start to regard ... OMG this whole game suck ... it is not even fun or easy ... it is tiring .. esp this is the first time you play this game .. I am saying first time ....O you can pause the game ... get a break and come back to it but it still suck , there is no restart button .. maybe there is but it still suck .. But the best thing about this game is you can have as many extra life as you want but still the game suck and every time you lost a life , you will just wish you never get yourselves into this kind of game ... there is alway a GAME OVER button for you to press on cause this game does not come to an end but looping itself again and again ..

So now i am going to press on the GAME OVER button ... i am not saying this to anyone but myself . I have enough of this game that i play ALONE .... dragging people in to play with me on occasion ..but i have ENOUGH ....

2010-11-20T00:29:00.002+08:00

iiiii have thing i wan to blog .... thing i wan to say .. thing that i am not happy with ... thing that i am disappointed with but i does not have the right to say cause u never promise anything or i just simplly care tooooooo much .....

goood night !!!

sAliva can be find everywhere near me ... haha

2010-11-18T21:38:00.001+08:00

Feeling very sleepy now ..

2010-11-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

day 3 ....

i have become a even worst 大舌头。。i cannot speak clearly and is very irritating to reply myself again and again ... and worst ... i meet up with KaiXin they all and with WeeYap around .. is Super Duper irritating .. plus my saliva is still filling up my mouth all the time .. and the twin block actually cut my upper jaw so now it is super pain and i soooo afraid to take out and put it back cause it really hurt like hell .. But i keep on telling myself it is all 爱美的代价。haha.....

Sometime i wonder wat i really want or should i say why am i thinking soooo much ..

i really think i am giving myself problem . haiz ... Maybe ... i just dun want to care anymore .. haix

2010-11-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

Day 1 with Twin Block ...... plus a face-mask ... like the image approve ..

Totally Sux ... I cannot really talk but i am making far tooo much noise cause i need to suck my split in which will fill up my mouth less then a half a min .. -.- I need to wear this for 9 month .. God ..

All i can say is 爱美的代价。。。。

2010-11-13T16:28:00.003+08:00

this is the " thing " i need to put from monday onward for around one year or more ..

This "thing " is call a twin block .. It help to push ur "immature" jaw out and push ur " too mature " jaw in .. that is what the dentist told me .. haha .. After which i would make a decision to put on braces or not .. i think i will .. or else why do this right !!! ....

But there a problem about this .. i cannot really close my mouth at all and i make my speech and eating a problem .. hmm... some may think "finally i can stop hearing Liyi voice" .. but i will still try my very best to talk normally plus loudly so everyone please be disappointed .....haha ;;;;p..haha .

-----......-------

My poor Lappy is in the hospital and the doctor have call and told me is due to hard disk problem .. i cannot retrieve back any of my data which mean i need to redo my Final year Project .. Cry .. Cause i never backup ... Really angry with myself but ..... Who to blame it on !!! ROAR .

2010-11-06T22:42:00.004+08:00

So Long never blog liao .. Yawn .. Everyday is the same....
Maybe a small thing make a big differenlot of thing in my mood bah .. Still feeling very hopeless regard to alot of thing . ;/

Prawning !!! cough cough ...... i know they look delicious right ...

Anyway just wan to say my tooth is killing .. One side toothache one side 智慧牙。天的难受。。
i cannot eat my noodle in peace ...

Where is my KOI !!!

等待的后果是什么？
如果没有等待，伤痕会比较浅吗？
可是。。。。。有些事和人值得你的等待吗？
可能到头来，伤的是自己。

2010-11-02T03:06:00.003+08:00

-.-

i wish i can run away from everything plus everyone and stop adding more stuff to me ..

Thank for the concern ... If you dun want to help me ..

i want koi de milk tea ... !!!!!

2010-10-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

心里的结。。何时才可以解呢？
我从没想过要如何去处理我心中的结，因为我是一个爱逃避问题的人。
我懂有很多事情不可以逃避，可是。。我不懂如何去结，心里想说可能时间一长。。
问题就会解决了。
我想我这种想法使我有了“i dun care ”的态度吧。

And i can tell everyone now i am now in the " I DUN CARE " ATTITUDE .. cause i also cannot do
with my 心结。。

2010-10-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

因为我的心是如此的平静，如此的安静。

2010-10-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

每天的我，心情没什么不同。

天天一样，想很多。。烦很多。。逃避很多。

想说的从没说。。想做的也没去完成。。

2010-10-20T12:45:00.002+08:00

五月天-如烟

好喜欢这首歌。有时候真的好希望时间可以停在那个时候，那个没有泪水，没有悲伤的时间。
可是，是不可能。。是一种无奈。

我把自己的记事本写得满满的东西，可是，我的心和脑还是空空的。我也不懂为什么？
好像对周围的事情变得很不在乎。可是，我真的不在乎吗？不可能，那不是我。
没有必要的说了也没有用。可是...身边的人不要这样说我，我真的:( .......

2010-10-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

I think the weather is one of the factor that cause my headache .
I never really have a headache before ....
Everyone do take care of urself okay .

I may seen hack care on thing but please do not say i does not care .
Do i have to act like i care or i need to tell u in the face that i care . I does not think it the way .
But i am really quite disappointed about it but i think there no use in saying it clear to anyone .

Good night everyone ...

2010-10-16T03:13:00.003+08:00

闷闷闷。。有好多事情让我好烦.
也不懂如何说好。算了。不说了。
好想。。。。。。好想。。一些事，也好想一些人，也好想曾经。
不懂为什么会有种无心的感觉，很平静可是有种不对劲的心情。
是因为一些事情，让我麻木，让我死心，让我放弃了吗？
我也不知道。。。。
或我应该说我从来没有很认真的去看待一些事情。。。。
然后知道的时候，就后悔的要死。。。

Simple is something i am lack off ..

2010-10-14T01:51:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ... Someone ask me what does forever mean to me ...

It is just a very scary word .. a word sooooo easily broken but used very often .

I never like changes but neither do i like forever . Forever seen to be no ending and i will really get bored very easily .. haha .. Maybe that me bah .. But still a thing using the word forever is perfect like .. "Daddy and Mummy i love you forever .."

As for me now i can never keep the word forever in my dictionary cause i am sure that one day i will let go off everything and boo i am gone to another place to start a fresh .. Until the day come .. Everyone ... ;)

Please be kind and gentle to animal .. They are very lovely.

Remember ..

2010-10-11T00:59:00.004+08:00

Watch this movie with Them ....

The best part of the movie that i love most is how Liz travel around different part of the world .
And how Liz in the end able to struggle out of the her own Brain Jail .

Why i say is Brain Jail cause somehow no matter which part of the world you are , it is the brain that lock urself up .

After watching the movie ,come to think of it .. i am being lock up in my brain for quite something . i just feel so stress and bad about thing that happen around me and all the thing i have to due with ... Feeling rather down about alot of thing ... Thing i though i have just push it away or thing that i really want to do just seen to be " Not at the right place or right timing " :(

But i still have thing i want to do and will do it before my life come to an end ...
i going to get a tatoo .. maybe not now but i will ... someday..
get my teeth /jaw done .. i make up my mine on this , will go for it when i start working ...
get a cat ... 25 ... mummy promised me ..
And the last one which is the most difficult one ..... i want to live at another country for one year . (Taiwan) .. this will come one day ... when the day come mean i really tired off everything here .. be it people , be it my work ...be it my heart ......

2010-10-05T02:14:00.003+08:00

3年 4年前我常常从别人口里听到 “李俐仪。。。把你的电话拿去扔了。”
不是我没开声音不然就是电话在书包里。。。反正电话就是不再我身边。。。。

不懂从什么时候开始，我和电话变的形影不离，
那时，我时刻都盼望着手机的铃声响起。
可是。。。现在的我，渐渐地，让电话不再我身边了。
因为不想在打扰你的生活，也不想烦到你。
我让它又回到那书包里头。

虽然，偶尔我还是会忍不住想把它从书包里拿出来瞧瞧，
可是，我知道，希望只会换来失望，倒不如不要惊动它，
就让它合我的心一样静静地关闭着吧。

2010-10-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

2010-10-01T14:09:00.001+08:00

只想让大家知道

我是坏人！！！

2010-09-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

今晚的心特别的平静。;)

Went to the TTS with mummy today ..
Nothing must to worry about for now . She just need to be good and have her med correctly . ;)

Today my mood is soo 平静. I think it have been a while since i have this kind of feeling ..
Like i have finally put down a big stone ... Somehow ... Maybe ..... Perhaps ..... ;)

2010-09-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

我真的不懂我要的是什么？
心里有好多话要说。。可是又怕面对。
明明是很想的，可是选择了逃避。;(

小猫和青蛙

2010-09-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

小猫和青蛙

小猫住在美丽的屋子里，每天的生活，处了看看鱼缸里的小丑鱼，和小主人玩之外。就是等主人回来，摸摸自己的头然后一起看电视里不一样的世界。小猫从来都不敢走出大门，因为小猫没有勇气和自信。

小猫从大门可以看到一个很美的湖，有时，小猫会看到青蛙跳进湖里，有时在湖边看着自己。因为好奇，小猫踏处了屋子，走上前和青蛙说话。就因为这样，小猫开始走处了屋子，小猫很喜欢听青蛙说水里的世界。可能，在屋里久了，小猫在听故事时，都会好像在睡觉。其实，小猫都有听进去。。

青蛙的世界好大，湖里有鱼儿当朋友，湖边有小鸟当游伴。所以小猫都会静静的等在湖边，可是，好几次，小猫都会带着失望的表情回屋里去。头头小猫会生气，打着湖面的水要青蛙回答。可是，慢慢的...小猫会说算了。有时，没给青蛙说话的机会，就回屋里了。不是小猫不想听或不管了。只是，小猫对自己又没有了自信，又想回到屋里去了，它不想青蛙认为自己烦，不在出现在湖边，不在和自己说水里的故事。

小猫为了不让自己去湖边烦青蛙，它把大门给关起来了。现在的小猫只会从窗口看看湖。因为它懂，自己不可能下水去的。

安琪

2010-09-21T00:40:00.002+08:00

朋友对大家重要吗？对我好重要。尤其可以聊天的。

我不想失去任何一个。可是。。我想不是每个人都这样认为的吧。

不懂是谁的问题。可是，:( 算了。无奈。。。

2010-09-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

A bet with KACHO LI .... until 12 Dec 2010

He will make sure that his 意大利 become 六小国。。哈哈

I will make sure my weight now will decrease by 7kg .... became 56 kg .

Winner got 100 dollar to spend .

Loser will lost 100 dollar .. haha ...

I sure to win de but i think i have grow fat again .. Roar !!!

2010-09-18T00:40:00.001+08:00

为什么我会没自信。
为什么我会认为自己很烦。
为什么我会生自己的气。
我有好多的为什么要问？
可是，没有人有我要的答案。;(

2010-09-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

今天的月亮好美。我好喜欢宁静的夜晚.
看着我爱的漫画，听着我爱的歌。是多么好的一个夜晚。
可是，心真的好烦。我真的好累，晚安。

2010-09-12T23:17:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday CF and Brenda Tan Weili !!!!

My Lovely JieMei .

I think we know each other around 10 year .... From 2000 right ..
If i never chose Deyi Secondary School . OMG i will NOT know you all .
Although all year long .. Brenda Tan is not in Singapore with Us but she will also be in my heart .. See you tml lovely ...

But before i see her i still got a exam to go for .. ROAR-ing to the Whole World.
I think today i will Mug until tml morning ... Haix .. Who ask me love to last min de ..
Haha

I think something need to learn from the hard way . Real Hard way bah .. But i trying hard to do it .. Although it really make me just give in but NO ... if i contiune this way ... I will suffer more .. i do not want that to happen . Although this few day my mood really effect by it but it temp ... I just know ...

I should go back to my stupid Lecture note ! GOD it killing me .. Really sometime a small msg will make my day but do you know that . " I dun think so . "

好想你。这三个字有出现在你的脑里吗？

2010-09-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

心里好烦。
Whenever exam is here i will have thing to 烦。
Cause i can never really setting down and study .. All i want to do now is sleep ..
Cause really while sleeping i can stop thinking ..
And i think thinking really make me tired very fast . I hope thing do happen my way but i think it can never happen .

Everyday .. come and go .. People stay and go .
But my not so good mood stand with me long enough to make me crazy . OMG .. Haix .

Now is 11.08 but i already very sleep and the most funny thing is i only read 3 chapter of lecture note .. finish my StoryBook . Watch a Horror Movie online and Walking ... That all but i am soo tried . I wonder is what thing make me sooo tried .

2010-09-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

双子座，既然不快乐，就别笑了...

我想我在大家都是一个很开心的一个人
如果你想知道你是我的知心朋友吗。
就要看我会在你面前哭吗？

和弟弟，babe ,alliance 去出门。
You all are really my 知心朋友.
Sorry if i shock any of you . I am really stress over a few thing .
I hope eating really help me .. but please let me slim down some more .

Tml i should stay at home and mug the book ..
I still want to watch Resident Evil 4 ...

2010-09-09T12:34:00.008+08:00

累了？

好没元气啊。如果是一年前的我，不管是什么口角仗我一定要赢！那就是我。

可是，我忘了想赢的念头。

我选择了不听。

我选择了说没事，算了。

我不想多解释。

我在也不爱说太多了。

对好多东西我都没了兴趣。

The only thing that i look forward now is Oct chalet .

2010-09-07T13:54:00.003+08:00

很多人都很想知道[真相]~
我有一个朋友曾经这样和我说:
无论我花多少钱,我都一定要知道[真相]~
我就回答他:
好~就卖给你一块钱一个[真相],
...但是代价就自负,
到最后他没有买到[真相],到底是什么原因他不买了??

因为[真相]的代价:是你永远无法再拥有一颗平静心~~~{使者}

一颗平静心...
平静的心是什么。什么都不去想。不要有任何的期待吗？？

泡沫之夏-ing

看了5集。。我认为是好看的。
可能说的是2男一女的爱情故事。。
可是。。他们在玩心计。。用爱情来玩心计。
看完先。。

2010-09-05T06:07:00.003+08:00

I love my Sat and Sun ..

Spent my Sat with my Secondary 5 group of friend ..
OMG I know i being Ah siao ... but its me !

Working and crapping with my darling ...(Raining =Slack at work .. wahahah)
And Most Importantly ..... I have MJ at Babe hse .... Wee !!!!
And L4D2!!!

心情开心！
just now the L4D2 really is mahahhaah lor !
Sometime i really Love Screaming ... But i still love to bite people ... Some kind soul do spare me your arm .. haha !!

I also love to walk .. Walking just relax my head !But i have not been about to walk for this few day cause being Sick ! ..

Anyway Lastly i am free from thing that i does not longer commit .

i REALLY IS A HACK CARE Person !

2010-09-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

爱上一个人的七个预兆——

1.当你在忙时，手机开著，等着她/他的短信；

2.喜欢和她/他单独漫步；

3.在一起时假装不注意，离开后会急着找她；

4.当她/他生病时，会很关心她替她着急；

5.她/他和别人要好时，你会吃不知其味；

6.看到她/他甜美的笑时，你会得意的笑；

7.看到这儿，心里想到某个人。你正爱上某个人了吗？

hmmm 。。你有吗？

2010-09-01T11:05:00.002+08:00

病了。

朋友们都叫我take care .
妈妈就像蜜蜂一样在我的周围nag nag nag 。。我知道那是关心。
可是。。。哈哈。

但我想看到的就是一个人的sms...可是我懂那是不可能的。
发烧的头脑都有一点问题的，毕竟，健康的头脑从没好过。哈哈

2010-08-31T02:56:00.008+08:00

我是一个很容易对东西失去兴趣得人？哈哈。

可是，如果有些东西我真的失去兴趣的话可能不是一件坏事吧？

除非，有些东西不同了。哈哈。

说真的，为什么对你有兴趣。。因为我一点都猜不懂你在想什么吧！

2010-08-30T00:39:00.003+08:00

眼泪
青春若有张不老的脸但愿它永都不被改变
许多梦想总编织太美跟着迎接幻灭
爱上你是最快乐的事却又换来最痛苦的悲
苦涩交错爱的甜美我怎样都学不会 ha........
oh 眼泪眼泪都是我的体会成长的滋味
oh 眼泪忍住眼泪不让你看见我在改变
孤单的感觉你从不曾发现我笑中还有泪
oh 眼泪眼泪流过无言的夜心痛的滋味
oh 眼泪擦干眼泪不让你看见曾有的眷恋
眼泪是苦眼泪是伤悲眼泪都是你
眼泪是甜眼泪是昨天眼泪不流泪

2010-08-25T01:02:00.008+08:00

吃着面while blogging .. just back from work !

一个月了，july of 2010 发生了一些东西。让我成长了很多。发生了什么事，有在follow 我的生活的朋友们一定会知道。

妈妈有听话的好好吃西药，也有去针灸。希望他可以不要想太多，快快好起来吧。

我是一个100%的双子座，所以我爱想东想西，可是都没有答案的。哈哈。现在的我想好好的读完我的书吧!虽然我希望读书的日子is no ending ar !哈哈.但我有一个常觉得生活很累的时候有的念头- Migrate 去一个新的国土，从新开始，从头在过。可是就是说的比做的容易！

我的好弟弟

朋友看了我的msn 的photo . 突然说“So now you still believe in idol Love "这是罗志祥来新加坡开演唱会时我和他说的。坐在电脑前的我笑得好大声。我hmm了很久才回应说：“i believe more in idol love now !!!" 哈哈。。 WHY ??? Cause i does not want to get hurt or i am already hurt .. 你们可能说因为我没有真真去喜欢一个人或没有被一个人好好的喜欢过。可是，我懂因为我对自己太没有自信了，我也不想没朋友做。朋友对我来说太重要了，可能因为我是独女吧。

对你，我很开心因为我们依然是朋友。虽然会突然想起你，想知道你在做什么，想知道你心情好吗？想知道你会突然想起我吗？哈哈。好笑吧？李俐仪会写这东西。哈哈

现在我的钥匙我是不会拿回的。向弟弟说的时间会帮我拿回的。

哈哈，不说了如果你有读到这里。你真的是我的好朋友或你真的很kpo ！！！
goodnight ..

Photo of the day !!

Daniel tan is going to kill me again .. but hey alliance you got alot of photo that cheer me up ...

Meet up sooon !

2010-08-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

One of the Dance during the battle .Robort nice ..
This Guy is PRo Pro pro...

Nice Movie ..... Step Up 3 ...
Although the StoryLine is abit "old" .
But the Dance move is Totally Power .. Haix should have watch it in 3D .. Nice !
People who love dance will totally love it to the MAX .. really .. I think i should rewatch Step up 1 and 2 again .

Didi Spent his golden Sat with me .. Thx ..
Not everything have an answer to it but hey i think i know what i should do .

我不会在自相矛盾了，也不会在逼自己了。时间会帮我的。

I think it time i take back my guitar lesson again ...儿子if u see this .. reply my message .. I dunno is i send wrong ppl or u ignore my message ... haha ...

NYPCO go !加油。

2010-08-20T15:49:00.004+08:00

should or should not ? i ask myself

but none of it have a ans at all ..not a single one ..

2010-08-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

恋爱通告

Went to watch this movie ..Hmm , my last movie is like one month ago ..-.- I alway miss out movie gathering .. haha ..
I can say i was laughing through out the movie .. Funny .. sweet and i can tell Wong Li Hong is trying to let people know more about 民乐=Singapore call it 华乐 .

I like the storyline and how it use different example effect to bring out the dream world of Wong Li Hong .It really crack me laughing ... Haha ...IF you are a 华乐之人 you will like the movie .. For sure . And 中阮player go take a look at how 陈汉典 play it .. Super funny lor .. haha .. But overall the movie is a good ,watch it on a weekday and have a good laugh .

Love the Song -你不知道的事-

Back to reality ... i still assignment to do ... Boo ..!

People tell me when you does not look forward to the thing .. it outcome will not disappoint you and if the outcome happen to be good , You will be happy about it .. Somehow i think it really is true de lor ...

Never really look forward to the movie but hey it nice . But Somehow alot of thing alway turn out the other way .. Haha .. maybe i should learn not to take alot of thing seriously .. Cause it alway disappoint me .. Really .. And it alway spolit my mood .. Maybe even you yourself does not know about it but ....... it does spolit my mood ... Really ...

“不爱想的人会活的开心多了”

Off to my supper liao .. OMG i dun have money .. Haha...

Photo of the day ...

月亮笑了。

谁与争锋 之 我是唱歌达人！(So You Think You Can Sing... come and accept the Challenge!)

She is sooo lovely and cute to the max .. 3 CHEER TO PROUD MUMMY -NG JING JUN ...

smile

因为我的心是如此的平静，如此的安静。

小猫和青蛙

小猫和青蛙

好想你。这三个字有出现在你的脑里吗？

累了？

谁与争锋之我是唱歌达人！
(So You Think You Can Sing... come and accept the Challenge!)