its tml ... really ... feeling ..........

today is a normal day . went to co . then come back . watch tv . sleep .then go out with mother . then go my favor library .

i so long never go le .after going there come home with bk i love to read ..

feeling abit moody ..

so empty in the heart although i know my sis is going tml to support me .

but i am not moody about that , just tat maybe when u want this u need to gif up another thing

but i dun want ..although my 19 year of living is good . but still i am slot of empty ..

arrrrrrr !!!!! why my thinking alway think thing tat may not be true .

and why it is alway bad BAD ! ! I know not everything is bad . but why , if ppl r there to help u le . then let them do it .. u r not the only one who can do .. dun be ....

giving up everything .. dun care anymore .. u r not the hero of anything .. u r not wat ppl think u r!!!

u just normal tat all , just someone ,,, but not that one .

smiling like u r alway mad .. u think u really that happy

STRESS !!!! stress of wat .. u dun really care of ur study ,, u just happy if u can pass .. u r not that stress .. so stop being so moody ...

empty .. gulity .... wat u thinking . wat u did wrong .. wat u want

haiz .... wo shi lee liyi ... wo shi wo .. ni bu shi wo .. ni bu dong wo de ... so stop ... so stop controlling me .... si brain .. haha .,,

arrr !!!! wat toking me ... sian de wo ....

all is rubbish

. be happy smile . :]

fcuk !!!!!!!!!!