Haix ....

i just the same this few week ,burst out a few day ago . i mean again .. what happening to me .

Thing happening around me make me hate the life i having now . i so tired of my life now .. i know this is not good to say this but this is how i think . And i am very VERY angry with myself for not about to figure out the thing in my brain and the thing is getting more and more hard to sort out ..

About to contact a friend i have lost contact for 2 year . A friend that i really miss and i mean really miss the old time we have . However although she is sooo faraway from me i can say she still have a tiny small part in my heart . And i heard she is going to settle in singapore . it bright up my mood to hear that . Sometime i think i become more emo this few week is because i only look at the big bad thing that is happening around me and forget the small little thing that may bright up my life . i think alot of people also realize that they are also like that . i should not ask people around me to cheer up seen i cannot do it at this very moment but i hope i can do it before it is too late .