如果可以回到以前，我会是现在的我吗？
我的世界会是什麽样子？
会是一样的黑吗，还是是五颜六色？

为什麽，当我一个人的时候，心情会便的不太好。
不懂心里为什麽如此的不安。
我真的不懂。

有人说每天都在变，
我的世界变了吗？
为什麽我一点都不想动。
如果动了我会好过一些吗？
谁可以给我答案？

我以不是乐观的我！
是什麽，
让我变得沉默？
让我不懂如何面对你们？

我不懂什麽时候我以开始放弃我自己了！


To 姐妹们：
Do not think bad of not about to cheer me up , the problem never lie with you all .
I thank you all for wanting to me make my this year birthday a chance to cheer me up , i am happy u all do that for me . i will go as u all come first in my everything , but i dunno when that day come , Can i laugh like i used to , joke like i used to . i cannot promise u all anything , Cause i seen to forget how i do it , and i cannot seen to found it back yet .

You Are Really Not Happy

You may have noticed that things aren't going too well for you lately.Your life never used to be like this, but it seems like happiness is slipping away from you.You definitely need a change, because whatever you have going on isn't working.It's time for you to shake things up - even if it means totally changing your life path.

How Happy Are You, Really?