Feeling just not wrong , this stupid feeling alway come when i have up coming quiz the next day . My brain would not allow me to stay in the book .Missing alot of people at the moment . Missing the alot alot of moment spent with them .

This few day seen very peacefully to me . Doing nothing must but update abit on the project , do some reading , learn abit of new song . However , deep down in my heart , i am still feeling not that happy , sometime i still feel that my own self of the one i used to is not back at all . i still running after something , but i never know what i am after . i feeling tired of everything , but will i be allow to just put everything down and go off like i want to .

Like i never care before , i just feel not wrong at place .

Just like i am alway in a circle walking round and not out of it .
Maybe that is a excuse i give myself so i can don't move on .

So many Maybe ! if Maybe will happen . i will not be siting here writing bah .