Weekend is over . So many thing seen to happen during this few day ..

Beauitiful sunday have come to an end .. The feeling for this year and last year is so different .. Maybe because people feeling also change .. Although it just seen so sudden that everything change but what can i do .

Today , is the day that once in awhile i will have a big fight with my father and no one is there to help me like alway .. but this time i am rather disappoint with my father then being angry . He is never the same as other people father . He never care much about me . He never even once try to understand how i think or why i act this way .. It have been so long seen he really say something nice to me . Everytime word end when i just call him .. “爸爸”。

i am really tired of all this but i still cannot sleep . I just want run away from everything .. EVERYTHING .

Maybe i not trying hard enough . but who will be there to tell me go on . U will success .